Tomorrow it will be 9 months since he left us. This stinks.......I think of him every single day. Yesterday I rode the cars at Disney for the first time in probably 20 years. I can still remember the last time I rode - it was with him. He was a bit nervous, as I was not the most smooth driver. :-) I seriously can still see him on the other side of the car laughing and grabbing the steering wheel every now and then. I can still hear his laugh. I had a dream the other night and he was laughing in it. Oh - I would do anything to give him a hug again. To feel the comfort of him holding me. My world is not the same. My heart aches and I hurt.....time only makes it harder.